rough one....

why is my life always in a mess whenever thing start to look a bit better?

job, health, financial, family, love.....

sometimes i really wonder if its the feng shui of my family...

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the temptation to pick up the fone to call is strong, but i think i really need advice from someone who is close to the action... someone who guessed something is wrong, seek answers, got it but not entirely. sounds confusing?

this certain someone questioned me abt some stuffs after she talked to me abt her prob. although i did answer her, but answers were masked.... did not reveal everything. i thought i had the chance to talk to this person again this week but i am not clocking hrs this week due to some scheduling conflicts so i won't be seeing this someone anytime soon. i think i have to find a way to talk to this someone soon or i think i will go crazy.

other than this someone, i hv to talk to another one who is also close to the action, knows more(coz i did mentioned to her some things), and is neutral to most things happening. really need advice from this another person.

until then, should i put off the thought of calling? or carry on "s.i.s"?