meaning....

somehow i am beginning to lose the meaning to my life.
i thought i had found it on 2 occasions.... but it turns out to be just another big fat lie.

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i am beginning to feel so depressed because of work.... actually not jut work.
i thought i would be happy to work and surround myself with the laughter of kids but i was wrong.

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i think i need a place to rest.... a hug or just a shoulder to rest on. but i know i wun be getting any....