counterpain....

physical pain cannot be used to counter the pain in the heart...
that's what i learned today. physical pain is only a temporary relief.... makes u forget the other, but only for that few seconds.

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burying oneself in work works..... but when all the work is cleared, everything goes back to it was b4. can i stop working? coz i am really tired of making myself smile or laugh in front of others. maybe i need to go away on another vacation.

just me, the sun and the waves crashing on the beach.....
maybe some alcohol to knock myself out for a few days.....