round and round we go....

i want to see you now.
i want to hear you now.

these thoughts swirl inside my head but never will come out of my lips.... for i fear it will be the end(again)...

but if blurt out, will there be a positive effect?
will you be there for me?

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it seems like a month of non contact draws closer with each contact... will it be just a month or will it be forever?

*****

spring is just rd the corner but it feels like winter again.

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“如果遇到什么危险，你不必叫破喉咙，只要叫我的名，我就会出现。。。”