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its really confusing myself. i promised i dun mind a lot of things but the moment i suspect something is happening, i get a frustrated and cannot concentrate on anything.

being able to wake u up from bed is something i always love to do. it feels like a something so sweet and simple that a person can do for another. i guess i really love having a family of my own. if i can choose, i hope to be able to do it forever. for you.

maybe i should just change myself to be the selfish and never be considerate to others kind of arse. coz only if that happens, will i not get hurt anymore. sometimes i am so tired of getting hurt over and over again.