原来不是我不想说,而是没有人让我说。。。
it's not that I dun wish to talk, it's just me having no one to talk.
its just him and his ramblings... and the bizarre things that happens in his life
physical pain cannot be used to counter the pain in the heart...
the trip was a total disaster. not only was i not more relaxed, i feel like i want to kill myself even more. i really dunno wat to do anymore. no one to talk to abt my things. i need a hug. really need to feel some warmth from a friend. but there is no one for me.