don't know why again.....

still not feeling good. my heart feels like a towel that's being squeezed dry, tightly....

i feel so sorry towards my friends. why i am such a bother? always need to look for them when i feel lonely. i really dun wish for me to be like that. the left tell me i shouldn't but my right say otherwise.

suddenly tear-ed while lying on bed in the afternoon yesterday. don't know why.... there's juz so many unanswered things in my mind. tried to work but unable to motivate myself. don't know why..

i need a place to vent my frustrations and soccer is my no. 1 choice but rain has made me miss 2 consecutive weeks, so i guess writing here is my next best choice... don't know why...

"don't know why" keeps playing in my head for the past 2 day.... i really don't know why...