slience, gold?

i regret being so quiet....
i wish i had realise it earlier.... maybe i would be in a better off world now.
the weather these days best reflects my feelings, sunny and scorching at times, dark gloomy, rainy on others.
wait....
actually i haven't been exactly sunny at all... it all a hoax...

*****

i really wish time could be turned back...
dun need it to go back all the way to secondary school times...
just 9 months ago would be great....
where i was faced with a choice that changed me...
a complete shut out or to go along again....
if i had to choose, i would take the 2nd option(again)..... but this time, go with more passion...

i admit when it all started out, i do have my doubts abt where it will all end up. but as time went on, i feel more and more positive abt things.... but the more positive i feel, the more it slipped out of my hand....
could be just my life.....
i could never have things going my way...

******

under the blistering heat of the afternoon, blue steels took on a team of trash talkers(1 guy in the team to be exact). i scored a with my 1st touch of the 2nd half....
a brillant freekick.... right under the cross bar.....
though u dun watch soccer, i wish u could see it.....
coz its for U....