lines on arms.....

4 more days and my sis will go on holiday with her bf... and i will be left alone...
what should i do? maybe this is the time i can learn how to live alone after she get married? i thought i would have someone to talk to but after wat i did, all hopes just disappears.
y did i want to do it?
could have been better for me if i didn't....
but where will it lead to...

i just hope i dun have stupid thoughts again...

getting kind of emo here and i can't help it
starting to understand y syl have "barcode" on her arms...