一股冲动....

"我有一股冲动想紧紧的握住你的手"

suddenly tot of this line she once texted me while we were working together. the feeling i had when i saw this was so..... i dunno how to describe... i would say it above happy...

but the reply i gave her was quite disappointing in my opinion. i just told her:

"me too... but we can always do it later after work."

i have always been like that. my actions do not match wat i am thinking. at that point of time, after i saw the msg, i really wanted to juz hold her and not care about wat our colleagues think. in the end i can only muster a disappointing reply. wat if i really did it? would things be different now?

i sure hope so...

right now, i am so missing her.